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i'll be frank.i dont know how can you do this.but did u know im suffering ? did you know i'm haunted ? or all u know is yourself? if you nk i.text sahaja.and ill call.and after that.u plak call that kid. what the use right ? orang tackle sikit you dah cair.tiap2 malam on call.buat apa nak semak semak mengadu kat i? tell me or ask my friend. ada i gedik2 ngan perempuan lain? ada i try nak call org lain after all those unkind torment u give me. nah.i suka jadi loyal. i tahu what is insecure and i tak nah my baby rasa that way.i hormat dia.tapi.haha.x tau la nk ckp. what is a relationship if hardship mcm ni quit ? can u imagine kalau we're already maried.x kan nak bercerai berai kalau bergaduh sikit je ? step up and try to work things out. ini sebab ego you hilang i. sebab ego or whatever you dengar org yg langsung tak tahu i.i thought you already grown up ? so is this grown up way? mcm budak umur 18,bf tak nak.terus cabut cari baru.good,to be frank.i already planned our life.tapi kalau perangai u mcm ni.sikit nk quit,nak ego,nak defensive mode. then mcm mane pula i ? i boleh jadi ego,defensive,rejam you hidup hidup.tapi i pk. sebab sayang.tak perlu la nk buat tu.tapi apa yang u kisah? ur life only.janji you senang.you x ada beban.come on la.take a little responsibility sikit.that guy dah separuh nyawa nak tackle you.dah la nak mati and now tadi on call you layan dia mcm ape la. u can judge your ownself. to be frank.when u said about haris and harith.haris tinggalkan sebab parents dorg x suka you.and haris tinggalkan you sebab kl life? aren't you the same now? tinggalkan for those thing? haha i just hope i coma back.i wanted to erase all of the memory.they are no use for me if you still nak torture i.pray to god i'll forget about all these,forget about you,forget about the suffering. dah cukup derita.tomrrow genap dah 2 months.thank u for suffering me till now :'). ibu always said. orang lelaki baik untuk orang perempuan baik. amin :'). hope seeing you later mrs wifey :),and i want you to be like my ibu ok mrs future wifey.haha.cepat la come to my life.i think im ready to commit to anyone now. and lastly
If you find someone you love in your life, Then hang on to that love. . .
. GOODNIGHTS.