sorry if i rant you to my dear blog.but you're the only one who i can rants now :),
when i need someone to talk with.
haha.i'm in anguish. what is love to me? yea i think back. how can i be soooo stupid back then.
when im in relationship with her.you may say im bluff.but i'd give my all for her.i gave her loyalty yang i dont know how i can be so loyal.althought i knew that person is better than her.but yeah.maybe love for me is sticking to that person even thought ada org lagi better.that's fucking love ok.i'd stick with her.going thru up and downs.dgn busynya dia with her life sampai abaikan i dulu.dengan incident pd.now dgn budak aged 19 ? is she mocking me or what ? fuck,i care for you nak mati dulu.i never mock you with kiki sarah or what shit.i never ever cheated but yea.maybe i loved you a little too much.maybe i take you a little serious for a girl.i'd give all for you but what did you give me ? PAIN AND SUFFERING. do you know i cant sleep tonight? i have to rely on peritons. did i take you for granted ? NEVER ok. NEVER. THINK BACK your actions, you've said you're already grown up. tapi this is the grown up way ? dengar cakap 18,19 years old? shyts. fikir lah org. URGH