waking up from bed is like a challenge to me :)

u know why ?
well dear oh dear.my bed is like a place where she always hangout.
every week when we are going back to my house.
she'll sleep at my bed.
that's why i said.when i open or trying to close my eyes.there you go.
it's her.every part of my house reminds me of her.
tell u what,that's why it's like every place.
is like a broken fragments of her.reminding me of her.
how to move on like that haa? full commitmennts u gave and be shattered just 2 months.
sometimes i wonder.how can you easily walk away from someone's life when they have sacrificed half of their life for you.
just for ramadhan.
i already planned everyday on this ramadhan we can go terawih together,can sahur and break fast together.
till now. hati ni still rasa sakit ? u know why. not because i want you or what.
it's just sad. when after mistake and mistakes.i gave you the chance to make it up to your mistakes.
but for me. theres none.
now,just left..memories =').