I poured my heart out to you, gave you my all, and now I'm left with nothing.

how to start eh ?
1st week it's already like hell.tackling you,here and there.rentless. -heart got broken
2nd week with the torture of your boy,yourself and idk who else. -HELL
3rd week everyting went so dismal.everything i do u never care. every little things i do,its never enough. -Died and respawn back.
i cant remember or i dont want to remember the next event.
but lastly was the past week.
remember you've shouted at college that you don't want me ?
thank you for doing that. for me.i won't do shit stuff that would humiliate people.
felt stupid thought cried after that.heh. - IDK AFTER HELL WHAT
and btw. you've said that u've cried till you have now feelings towards me?
of course mah. 19 years old kid and 18 years old kid tackling you. of cause you lupa daratan -_-.
cried ? haha. normal thing for me mah. for 2 months and a half.i never stop crying to my sleep.
but did i went to find another one? nahhhh,im not that desperate. you've said you dont have anyone? your cousin tu,what then ?
tell me,who doesn't get angry mah. 1st day u brokeup and next day went genting. and the 2nd day pulak boleh lovey dovey kat fb with that kid.wannna puke rasa :S.
not enought with that. dgn another kid. aww. u're really something huh.
but this time lagi hebat. cintan cintun :).biar lah.hidup kau.
and about giving 2nd chance ? how many chances did u blew and how many u begged to gain one ? well,who deserve it ? heh,and you want to give that 2nd chance dulu to me? promises left promises huh.
crap lah -.-,if you nak bagi.go ahead je bagi. and how funny. it this roller coaster ride.i never ever damn never given a 2nd chance to ride again. HAHAHA!
your friend ditch you? think again. who ditches who ? who went away :)
and i really felt cheated with all those stories. vengence,spells,black magic,broken this and that. seriously.i take your problems seriously. till now. i'd pick you up from your worst state.loved you from you worst condition. and stick with you with your worsest behavior. but when this thing is happening to me. how easy is it for you to walk away. not even care to bother. and tahu tak siapa kutip i? your friends :),and thank you peps!
about friendship? i've been your bestfriend and boyfriend for like..mmmm forever yah. but look how easy u cast me aside. u can only give me friendship? after all the hardship,up and down. and u know what. I WENT THRU HELL TO GET YOU. yes. and how easily can that words swift out of your mouth. well. life's a karma. if you can do this to me. wallahhuallam :).
and dear heart. enough is enough. if people can throw you aside. it's about time you quit. not finding new one.but finding your ownself =). maybe im the right one for you,but clearly u're not the one for me. and peeeps, have a blastful ramadhan and happy mubarak!