hati sakit,panas,binggung,gundah,derita,rindu.
that's why ada orang bunuh sama manusia,bunuh diri,telan ini itu.
sabar dan terus sabar.
tapi sampai bila ?
it's never ever calm.since day one.
just keep on pressuring.
scared one day this body of mine would betray me :').
please don't let it happen now.
i need time to do lotsa things with my beloved ones.
i need antidepressant pills! :'(