continue.. Well,after 3 days of heaven in penang. we decided its time to go back to pilah. haha. at that time,we still continue to sms.while going back to pilah.i've receive an sms stating that she needs to go to kl.to take a cloth or return a cloth.forgot. but i said ok..going to penang takes 6 hours of journey..nak lagi kereta kancil.. 3 of us bertolak around 12 midnight something..as soon as we reach pilah..i ask her to pack her things and zooosh! here we go to kuala lumpur. dengan sakit badan and mata bengkak..demi cinta sanggup bersengkang mata.pergi kl..tada! sampai kl..reach infront of her house..i and zahar masa tu dah menggigil dah jumpe parents dia! haha. that was my 1st encounter with puan ratna. she invited us over and have a nasi lemak in the morning.we reject it because we are damn tooooooo sleepy plus nasi lemak? ahh..its like a booster to sleep! so when she settled with her then we go back to pilah. bed ~ bed~.haha.soon after that.there was this one incident.hmm,i think sambut bday shah i think.wawa,hany,azim,amar and shah went to seremban and go to pd i think? well,in my mind.god.seremban is scary oh after 12.and nak lagi malam minggu,with girls dgn dorg bwk.dalam hati i berdebar2.sampai i cakap kat midi.."di,jom gi seremban.aku x nak la jadi ape2 kat dorg." we almost nak ke seremban..sampai she texted me she will be okay. padhal that time i was jealous of my rival.azim :),sry dude.being honest here :P.well,after 2 weeks of sms,jokes,stupid quotes,finally. at 2.30 am of 8 march 2010. i asked her a question..Drummm please! "you,bile kite nak jadi serious?i mean us". so she tell me blablabla.tada.we're a couple then! wow..that was the most glorious night of my life.she's mine =).my night full of midnight calls because of savers. thank you hotlink,even in class we texted.we are like a pair.thank you zahar for the the song.two is better than one. haha! after a week,she asked me after a week of honeymoon lah katekan.we met in starbucks. i thought what.then she confess..she have this kind of illness,family problems,crysis with her self..in some odd reason.i would walk out and quit this relationship.i dont want any trouble to be suck into.but,its time to be mature hazril.start to be brave and stop being a coward cunt.so dengan ikhlas dan rela hati.i accept her by who her are.even thou its hard to believe at the first place.i swallow those bitter words and facts about her true self.slowly i gather the strenght and comfort her,who's crying.and i said "if i'm with you.then its ok." trying to be a real man konon. haha! soon after that. its a starting of a new fresh breath.i want to forget this,i want her to forget this.lets build a new life for you and me. let me tell you.i have this stupid rules or pacts made by me,zahar,and midi.haha. when we are eating.NO CALLS,NO SMS except for FAMILY ONLY.we applied it since sem 1.stupid rules to begin with.so,everynight.3 of us went to pilah straight and have dinner.but now additional one person to the family. HER :).everynight i mean it.haha.then we go to melaka.first date la katekan.funny.first movie. ALICE IN WONDERLAND. wow.rawaida.u dont know what torments did i have to bear seeing this video.all my guys friend said im a pussy,im a gay,im lesbian for watching this movie.but its better to keep at myself right? nanti tak ikhlas jadi :).till now i still keep that ticket.haha.for 1 year smth i still kept that memory of us.haha.remember our pizza dinner? seriously. i was dazzled with those sparking eyes of yours.so I kept staring at you.you think like i just saw a ghost or what.but yeah.watching you gives me peace.seeing you that u're doing fine makes me feel happy =).alot of ups and down we go thru.remember your first time jadi ajk kat college.74 or 76 miscall uh? My first time I’d 3G you from segamat to KL,my first time kenal rizlan? Your first advance birthday kat your house? The first time I met puan ratna dewi.first modeling day? Cleo? I met Marcella that day for the 1st time,how about pd? I,you and zaha? Overnite dalam that stupid kancil,going to kl nak amek your salary? How about ktm punya story? That bangla? How about your fashion show? Remember how and who’s helped you? How about our big fight and suddenly you are there at segamat? The first day u met my mum and dad? the first time you watched my world.that malam minggu? ustaz’s story? Baby’s and be with you song? Sweet memories. A lot lah,x abes kalau cakap =).nuff said. To be continue. Last part : The end =)