i can't sleep from last night.been trying hard. 2 pills of periton still not working.i'm hardly sleep and rest today.i'm restless for the pass one week. it's tiring after 2 days been into bali. great place to calm you mind over there i'd tell you.messages and those breath taking beaches.enough crapping.
well.what's love? well,true love is like a ghost,everyone talks of it,but only few have met it face to face. you won't find love if there is no suffering,losing,hating and all those unkind torment.cause why? because every mistake that you/your spouses do is like an improvement,we cannot learn without pain.try to love someone who don't know the feeling of love,someone thats in denial of keeping hearding betrayal over and over again,someone that broken hearted. that's love. been there and done that. where love turns you to a better person from you past.how can give you courage and strength to face this cruel world. where it find harships and turn it to happiness.you fight for it,you strive for it.you have to participate relentlessly. and yea.sacrifices? we don't call letting go is sacrifice.it's quiting. ask me and you'll know what is sacrifice :),
you dont have to listen to others. cause you know. only that someone who's in love with you matter.for me? love only have one definition. RAWAIDA JIMI @ AHMAD JAMIL, that's the person i'm in LOVE with, love can turn even the wildest guys into the most gentle people you know. ask her if you don't believe me.its something that you wont ever quit and worth trying.if you really love her.tell her of his .forget about the rules or the fear of looking ridiculous.what is really truly ridiculous is passing up on an opportunity to tell someone that you heart is invested in him or her.well,its ironic to say how i can describe love in this heart wounding,tear dropping and life crushing feeling.i knew how it felt. The hurt and the pain hurling their way to you. You feel your chest being squeezed tight and you find it so hard to breathe. It is when your whole body weakens and your hands seem to be limp; your mind blank and your whole system at a terrible pause. Your eyes dampen but tears don’t fall. It is the feeling of wanting to scream and cry out loud but all you could do was whimper and wait for everything to slow down and vanish. In anguish, you wait, “When will it ever stop?” I don’t know, but maybe being hurt from too much love is like this, the feelings are inhuman and alien every time. And it doesn’t stop until it leaves you bare and empty, devoid of happiness and left with sorrow. but yet,you are still hanging on to the same thing. love. how funny.No matter what you do to me RJ, I'm still here. For some odd reason, I stick around and put up with all your mood swings and unkind words. I just let your comments roll off me into a puddle on the floor. I make up excuses on why you didn't call, try to think of all the answers. I keep going back for more even though sometimes you push me away. I don't know if I can do better, but do I really want to.You're quick to push me down when all I want is to be brought up. When I walk out for good, when I really gain the strength I need then maybe you will see. Maybe you can look back and say, "Wow that boy really did love me" :). especially for you RJ, still thinking of you,still in love with you,still missing you when even half of body malfunction,even my world is turned upsidedown now.
well.what's love? well,true love is like a ghost,everyone talks of it,but only few have met it face to face. you won't find love if there is no suffering,losing,hating and all those unkind torment.cause why? because every mistake that you/your spouses do is like an improvement,we cannot learn without pain.try to love someone who don't know the feeling of love,someone thats in denial of keeping hearding betrayal over and over again,someone that broken hearted. that's love. been there and done that. where love turns you to a better person from you past.how can give you courage and strength to face this cruel world. where it find harships and turn it to happiness.you fight for it,you strive for it.you have to participate relentlessly. and yea.sacrifices? we don't call letting go is sacrifice.it's quiting. ask me and you'll know what is sacrifice :),
you dont have to listen to others. cause you know. only that someone who's in love with you matter.for me? love only have one definition. RAWAIDA JIMI @ AHMAD JAMIL, that's the person i'm in LOVE with, love can turn even the wildest guys into the most gentle people you know. ask her if you don't believe me.its something that you wont ever quit and worth trying.if you really love her.tell her of his .forget about the rules or the fear of looking ridiculous.what is really truly ridiculous is passing up on an opportunity to tell someone that you heart is invested in him or her.well,its ironic to say how i can describe love in this heart wounding,tear dropping and life crushing feeling.i knew how it felt. The hurt and the pain hurling their way to you. You feel your chest being squeezed tight and you find it so hard to breathe. It is when your whole body weakens and your hands seem to be limp; your mind blank and your whole system at a terrible pause. Your eyes dampen but tears don’t fall. It is the feeling of wanting to scream and cry out loud but all you could do was whimper and wait for everything to slow down and vanish. In anguish, you wait, “When will it ever stop?” I don’t know, but maybe being hurt from too much love is like this, the feelings are inhuman and alien every time. And it doesn’t stop until it leaves you bare and empty, devoid of happiness and left with sorrow. but yet,you are still hanging on to the same thing. love. how funny.No matter what you do to me RJ, I'm still here. For some odd reason, I stick around and put up with all your mood swings and unkind words. I just let your comments roll off me into a puddle on the floor. I make up excuses on why you didn't call, try to think of all the answers. I keep going back for more even though sometimes you push me away. I don't know if I can do better, but do I really want to.You're quick to push me down when all I want is to be brought up. When I walk out for good, when I really gain the strength I need then maybe you will see. Maybe you can look back and say, "Wow that boy really did love me" :). especially for you RJ, still thinking of you,still in love with you,still missing you when even half of body malfunction,even my world is turned upsidedown now.
With Love,
Zuharul Hazril