crying shoulder.

i dont know why all the way to segamat,my face keep damped with tears. why ? i asked myself.
dear god.i'm sorry if i lose this battle.if i cried all my lungs out.if i'm perished or what oneday.
dear mum & dad.i'm sorry if this 2 months ive spent your money like what.thank you for USS tickets and BALI tickets.appreciated it.but why is the same only?
to gentam dudes. jangan jadi senang bersama.susah berpecah ok? and im sorry if i ni berpuaka or what dude.ill try to clean it up.
to daus. thank you bro.u're a real friend out there.
and to one and only RJ. existence of love ? try finding it in me. you can find it.if a man crazy enough to be like me.that's called love.tapi awak torture saya hidup2 dgn kekasih baru awak.hati saya remuk,pecah,berkecai.tapi kenapa ada perasaan lagi kat awak ?tapi i tak daya dah.my heart is beating low deary.stop your game please.
funny. even my tears ran drain,my eyes dampen with moist,my body feel like breaking,still i cant go to sleep ? what is happening to me? and i damned? im scared of myself :'(