have u ever felt a time where the pain outweights something you love ?
well,for me. quite a number of time. quite a number of time friend. sometimes i ask my self,whats the point of having this pain ? well,sometimes u just hope someone or something would change.that's why,u never quit. weird aite ? well,yesterday i went window shopping with my bestfriend akmal. trying to surver kawasaki ninja 150 RR.and yeah,he's my friend from kindergarden. we fought a lot. i mean alot i tell you. but will come later as friend later.that's what friends are right ? what i want to write is not him btw,but what he had told me yesterday.
once, i had a relationship. secara terus terang,aku memang nak jadi kan si dia yang halal bagiku,ibu kepada anakku :).
ehh,apa yang aku merepek ni ? haha. well, the conversation goes like this.
nonetnonetnonet*
*A : bro,kalau dia sayang kau,betul serius dgn kau. alasan restu mak bapak tak jadi hal.
H : otak kau.
A : lu tgk la bro. kalau aku la kan, ok,mak bapak dia tak pandang kau sekarang, sebab kau tak kerja lagi,kau tak ada income bulan2.
H : maybe. tapi aku boleh sara dia kot skarang. :P
A : ok la bro,lu fikir la. kalau betul korang dah plan mcm ni mcm gitu. ok,kalau alasan mak bapak punca dia. ok!,fine. ko relax dulu. belajar kasi habis. ada kerja baik2. ko buktikan kat dorang.haa.time tu baru boleh bro.ni tidak.. baru bape ari aku tgk. dah peluk jantan ni,peluk jantan tu. lu fikir la bro. ini boleh pakai ka ? alasan orang.manusia bro.
H : *speechless. :'). well,what to do,when i tried so hard even rasa mcm nak mati ada jugak. but still.. =)
hanya tuhan sahaja la yang tahu. what i felt now. haven't yet change.the man who can't be moved.