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boy oh boy.i tell you. i gave her everything,left nothing for me to spare and i am left with nothing :).u know why ?
you maybe dont know. but for the first week. ive been thru alot. alot i tell you.
hahaha.nak dapatkan your birthday present never easy.have to travel to ktm around 7pm and go to shah alam.arrived around 9.30 and wait wait wait..til 10.15. go eat and ta da..no ktm..
so pergi tidur kat masjid :).
after that. nak gather people nak sambut birthday you pun is not easy. only ally and herhouse and mine yang sudi pergi sambut birthday you :),even my mum contributed. kongsi duit belikan kek elmo tu.
trust me. bila i cakap i ada class time i bawa kereta. i tipu sebenarnya. my class around 11am.
but you ada class around 8.so i kejutkan you and tell that u have class.so i pun hantar you.
next week pula.dengan banyaka hassle. dgn banyak broken promises.. haih
mcm mana lelaki x geram kalau you janji x pernah tepati? selfish lagi.
ego kuat. 1 st week meet dzaf. now playing with danny pula. haihh. trust me. alot of my guy friend already told me. ini perempuan..kau kasi sepak je.tak reti kenang jasa ape ? tak tahu malu punya betina. ikutkan hati. memang boleh sahaja,tapi saya bukan dayus.imagine what you do.i do to you? trust me,u'll be devastated.tapi sabar :),hazril tak mcm tu.kalau marah pun baik i pukul benda lain. haha. and seriously. i pun tak ada la rasa nak sepak,bagi penerajang or what shyt. but yeah. hati ni.amat sakit ma. jumpa orang macam ni. claim broken this broken that. ure the one who brokens people be.and hosptital is really like my 2nd home.every week i have appointments. dental and phychiatrist. dang. when i needed someone. where are that someone that i always be there for that someone? and dont be suprise if people would call u anything. cause people near you don't know the real colour of you. only people had lived with you and been thru hard times with you sahaja yang tahu. nuff said :). play nice ya ? huuu