woke up around 5.30 am. so ada 10 minutes left nak bersahur. get a bowl of honey stars and pour my hl milk into it. haih. again.. wake up and feeling like dying. keep continuing for the past months.
after that..my body feels like burning.
what is happening now ?
just come back to see physiatrist.make me stay in the ward for 3 days.
suicide attempt? 12 pcm,3 periton, 1/2 bottle cough syrup.
why why? idk why suddenly that night feel so painful.i just wanted to sleep and forget.
went thru a couple of counseling session but tomorrow im back to the old self.
needles are everywhere for the past week.more bizzare than the excident.
everyday woke up and crying. what am crying for?
all my tests flunks. what is really happening to me?
new stuff. woke up and feel like my body is burning,but when i ask my friend to check my body temperature.
its nothing. haihhhh.
moving hard is painful,plus with all the crappy thing that someone sent.
oh come on.i dont believe in this crap. but its happening to me. what can i do?
being rentless for the pass month. urghh.what is happening to myself.i miss my old self,my old life :'(