Dear you,

You drive me completely insane. Half of the time I don’t know what to do with you. You annoy the hell out of me. You make me sad. You hurt me. You aggravate me to pieces. You confuse me.and if you genuinely care so much about a person, you’ll put up with everything because you honestly believe that they’re worth it. Don’t take that shit for granted, appreciate it.

Lately I’ve been trying to keep my mind busy throughout the day just so I won’t think. But right before I go to bed, that’s when everything comes crashing down, that’s when everything starts to attack me leaving me tossing and turning. Leaving me to stay up for a few more minutes regardless of how tired I am.. And leaving me to go to sleep unhappy because of the thoughts and emotions that occupy my head, my body and my heart.

My head, my body, my emotions and my feelings can’t take being beaten around anymore. So sick of all the bullshit that gets thrown at me. I just wanna dodge it and let it dissapear.

and dear you.

If you don’t care about someone, then get the fuck away from them. Don’t give them false hope, don’t give them the idea that you’re gonna stay when you intended to leave from the very beginning.

PLEASE. IT's DAMN PAINFUL. WORST,THE PERSON YOU DEVOTED TOO 100% OF YOUR LIFE AND TIME DO THIS TO YOU.
everyday since 28th may.woke up from bed with heartaches..everyday i'd tell ya :')