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I guess it’s because I realized that enough is enough. I’m tired of being sad over someone who won’t be sad over me. My emotions aren’t rock solid but they’ve been pretty hard to touch. I keep busy because there’s no way I’m letting anyone break me down. I’m stronger than all of this bullshit that comes my way and I’m standing my ground. My heart has been badly beaten and toyed with so my mentality is basically screaming, “FUCK IT.”

and RJ,I’ve come to realize that I’m the type of guy that will stick by your side regardless of what happens. Any type of relationship speaking. I like to stick with you through all the hardships and through all the bullshit. It may be a rollercoaster but I stick around not only because I genuinely care about you, but because I want you to realize that everything will be worth the ride.

In the end, when it comes down to it, I want YOU to realize who has been there for you all along. I want you to know that I’ve always be here. I’m loyal but that doesn’t mean you can take advantage of my presence. I stick to my word. If I care about you, then I care about you and I will show it. When everyone walks out, I’ll be right there to help you