Commitment doesn't mean sticking to one person forever, it means keeping a relationship with someone even though you have lots of options.
After showing them I’m worth it. After showing them that I have so much to offer. After showing them I’m good, genuine and honest. After showing them that I deserve a chance. After showing them all the effort I can possibly give and giving them all my time. And instead of saying things, I actually show and prove them all reasons to stay, they decide to leave regardess. I know people walk in and out of our lives unexpectedly and without our control but sometimes I wish the people I care so deeply for, could just stay.. When they leave, they take a piece of me with them that takes me a long time to get back. I hate the situation and the emotions/feelings that come with.it takes me 2 months.my heart.It’s been beaten, broken, damaged and cracked continuously and consistently. It has never been completely mended before. What scares me the most is that if something were to happen, my heart wouldn’t be able to handle it. My heart may turn cold and hard. I don’t want that to happen. I’m just scared of going through the same never ending process, again. That’s the last thing on my list. and dear RJ,I fall hard. I miss hard. I believe hard. I hope hard and I love even harder but that also gives everyone the biggest chance to take advantage of that. I let people in easily, I trust too easily. My doors are wide open screaming, “welcome!” I think too highly of people and I believe in every word they say to me. I have the highest of expectations. Why? I’m still trying to figure that out