well,dear RJ. remember last wednesday how you cried on the phone and telling me that u miss hany and dila ? tell me that u half awake already and u need my help to make u fully awake ? remember how you said you need my TLC when u are sick that wednesday night? how i cheer you up with my fancy batman tool. but it's just sad you know.once you balik kl.everything changed.back to old,hard,no feelings RJ.the one who suffers? poor stupid ZH.i'm just tired to be treated this way.like you said you are hard as steel.yea.WITH ME! dont accept any of my calls,sms no reply.not even say hi or what to me? how your attitude towards me for the past months ? it's not even called hard.its called hard as titanium Z and harsh you know that? and to that kid. you treated him a like a china silk ma.call or what shyt of that.thats u called hard? be in my shoes.try tackle yourself.now you know whats hard. people. got someone new in their life who can occupied them,the old one you throw to the dustbin.and after what the old one have done for you? haha.
well,i'll be frank here RJ.my feelings for you haven't changed a bit.NOT EVEN A BIT.or maybe i'm the loyal type ? haha.nuff crap.
what are you doing meh ? having fun with that kid perhaps.don't you feel a bit of heartache ke when you talk to him? not thinking of me.haha.but yeah.who's the batman to talk right.he's no one anyway.well,i'm just tired.waiting,wishing and hoping.
anyway,i dont feel like talking today.need to go to sleep.4 periton pills.hope i wont wake up tomorrow.