getting ready to go to class.
Waking up and feels like someone is grabbing my heart and stretch it and squeezes it.
sometimes i wonder,how can i be sooo broken,how i can be this hurt..everyday for the past 2 months.
it's pain all over my body.my mind already stop thinking but the heart never quit.
it's like the same thing in my pd incident.
but this time u're going to the wrong side for taking advises.you dont take advises who know really of you.
the one who don't know US,the one who always quit when it get messy.
you should go to someone who already like u're siblings,who lived with you,who knows the good/bad side of you,the one who shares their food eventhou their's not enough for themself,the one who always listen to your wine,the one whos been taking care and give you protection over the years. i'm not saying me.but you know who.
when will this suffering gonna end ? it's been 2 months. 2 damned months i've been like this.
haunted nights,bizzare dreams,heartaches,body trembles and your head is about to explode.
but the only thing that u can do is keep quiet,don't want to show to people what i really feels.
no gateway,no escape,no nothing to get out from this misery.
just wanted you to come and telling me that u're sorry.
u have commited a terrible mistakes.
you'll fix things up.fix US.fix old broken ZH.
and i hope there's no interuption now.no deadly poisons talk.
i hope :')