finished my prayer.
well,nth to special to brag about.
today i felt like all my body are crushing,especially my right hand.
today learnt something in OC class.
miss beritahu saya. manusia akan berubaah jika ada kesedaran.
kenape you tak sedar-sedar ? you tahu ape derita ? pernah i seksa you hidup hidup mcm ni?
remember dulu yg u tiba2 ada muncul kat depan rumah i ? if i know things will be this worse. i would say "berambus ko,hidup nak seksa aku.tak setia haram jadah semua" but it goes softer when i said it.when u come into my bedroom and cry said u're sorry.i cant use those harsh word. "ok,bie maafkan.janji jgn buat lagi eh" :').
remember yang dulu you come over my gentam house with those puppy eyes and those tears?
patut i masuk je dalam rumah bagi you gila sorg2 right kat depan rumah.mcm u buat kat i selalu.sampai hancur wave.sampai bengkak tangan i hentak dinding.but nah.i tak sanggup tengok you menangis that time.
what if i dont come back to you ? you'll be like me.thats for sure.sedih.
i tak sanggup tengok you sengsara,tapi kenape perlu you seksa i?
i thought you already said tak akan jadi perkara mcm pd lagi?
its happening now damnit. the one yg suffer?
your bie.pathetic me.oh god.im breaking inside :'(