i felt lyke dying.
ate already 2 periton and 2 spoon of cough syrup.
why oh why?
Ur mind will never forget what ur heart won't forgive...
*continue. 6.54am
suddenly i feel like everything is so painful.
decided to go to segamat so drove to jemapoh.
but at jemapoh.idk why. patah balik pula.
wtf? gila ke aku ni? heart oh heart. nape ni?
tak kan complot dgn mind? and body x tau kenape.
its like something took control.
dah la.dah la.im suffering. 2 months and entah berape hari.
and seriously. i deserve a change. like a second chance? tapi chance ape pula i buat salah?
its like this. moving on is hard. dgn you relax sahaja. mcm patah kaki.
then dgn dzaf? kaki seblah kene potong,
and danny. kaki seblah lg kene potong.
dengan mende2 mengarut ni, dah la kene potong. u ludah2 i.
pastu your mum and your cousin nak benci i,tanpa sebab yg betul ? lepas ludah nk buat ape uh?
and you've been so damn hard and cold to me. idk. lepas ludah and x tau nk buat ape. you lannggar dgn truck.
and dgn rasa yg x munkin give up to you. ok. truck dh langgar.dah jadi abu.
and dgn usaha yg sia sia nak tackle you dari 1st week till now. lepas abu ape pula?
haihh. sakit :/,very painful!
*8.21am.
toooooooooooooooooo damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn pppaiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnfuuuuuuuulllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
try to stop thinkin of it.tapi makin menjadi. fcuk.